that nap earlier screwed me up. so now i’m just in bed thinking about my family. one of my aunts is dying of cancer. she got diagnosed with cancer while i was in Durban last year. now the cancer is completely taking over her body. she’s going blind. she’s losing feeling in her face. she’s suffering. i desperately wish i could go see her. it’s a miracle that she’s survived this long. cancer sucks. i lost one of my best friends to cancer years ago. i really don’t want to lose anyone else to it. it’s moments like these when i wish i lived closer to my family.